Saturday, March 28, 2009

Friends and lovers

Let the rain wash away our footprints and clear our past. Let the light shine and brighten our lives. Let the sea calm us and the trees give us shade to protect us. You see love surrounds us, maybe not in the conventional way. It is not always a person, but the world that loves us; the beauty and love in the world.

He can toss a dish and clam your appetite
I wait and ask when it’ll be ready
He alone decides who writes the recipe
While I write a symphony
He lights the candles and prepares the wine
I make our darkness bright and select the tune
He keeps watch and practices his foreign language
I compose my notes to watch each long and lonely night
He still finds the time to hear the concertos
I prefer to hear a child's first prayer.
Saint or sinner call and always find Him there
Absent minded and mindless, I’m everywhere.

My wish is granted and a dream comes true
Watch the clouds turn from grey to blue;
I wish to find where the rainbow's end
Only he can see what lies beyond the bend
Let me hold your hand and lead you to our father, “How great thou Art”.

I began to have feelings for my best friend, who is with someone. I couldn't help feeling this way because of the kindness and caring to me, more than my friends ever have. I was told that the friend had feelings for me also, I had to write this as my gift for being best friends.

I live through my dark existence
only to bask by your charm
your face shows full of wit and mischief
the smile of your lips
makes your dimples go deep
I have a glimpse of you from my screen
I long to touch you
to hold you in my arms but I cannot
for your heart belongs to another
so, I can only long you from afar
your friendship means more to me
than anything this world provides
but like an angel you touched my heart
in a way that I've never felt before
cause I've never known inseparable buddies are until this day
I know that we are only friends
but my heart wishes it to be more
so I will still hope and dream
that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine
to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship. But such a love doesn't always stay platonic. Sometimes it turns into passionate love. Crossing that line, between friendship and love, can be both beautiful and extremely difficult. Friendship is a marvelous gift but sometimes a friend can also be a lover. Oh, what a beautiful combination; BEAUTIFUL CONNECTION!

A SONG FROM MADONNA from the movie,"EVITA"
Where do we go from here?
This isn't where we intended to be
We had it all, you believed in me I believed in you
Certainties disappear
What do we do for our dream to survive?
How do we keep all our passions alive?
As we used to do?
Deep in my heart I'm concealing
Things that I'm longing to say
Scared to confess what I'm feeling
Frightened you'll slip away
You must love me
You must love me
Why are you at my side?
How can I be any use to you now?
Give me a chance and I'll let you see how
Nothing has changed
Deep in my heart I'm concealing
Things that I'm longing to say
Scared to confess what I'm feeling
Frightened you'll slip away
You must love me
You must love me
You must love me

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